Logos Hope

Look what's back after 2 years! Logos Hope! The floating book fair! Was here 2 years ago with my uni gang but now we are all separated so couldn't come together again. Memories flew by when I was there again. Miss them so much~ Hope we can gather again soon.

Group photo~ taken by my Sony Nex 3N. Don't really know how to use yet, just testing and shooting around. I'm clear but they are not.

Inside of the ship. Still same. This is the place where everyone was given a short introduction about the ship.

Ma new toy

Finally, I get to rub off one of my wishlist. Guess what? If u read my blog previously I have mentioned something that I would want after I got my first salary but unfortunately I wasn't able to get it when I got my salary as it wasn't enough. That's why it has been delayed till now and I've done a lot of research about it before I decide to get it. Know what is it by now? It is getting my own camera!

You can skip this part if you want. I'm just telling how I finally decide on a camera. I was first aiming on Casio ZR1000 but after researching and asking around, I made the decision of not getting it because it's just a compact camera and image quality doesn't seem to have a quality image but only good for self shooting as I wanted a camera with quality image which can bring around. Adding to it, the camera is only available through online, there are no shop here selling ready stock for it and I could not test the functions so that's why I decided to give up on it. Then I saw Canon 100D (the smallest DSLR), looked at the price and think I should wait for it to drop as I wasn't aiming for camera of more than 2k for that moment. Then, I came to know about Sony Nex 3N through advertisement in fb. I can say this is what I want! Compact size with quality image and affordable price too! But then I came to know Sony Nex 5R which one of my friend has bought it. I tried it and quite like it. It was just like 3N but with wifi and touch screen. I used to think wifi and touch screen wasn't a big deal but after I used it, I felt it was quite convenient and more easier to think photo so decided to get it. I went around to few Sony shop and asked about the price. It was 2399 with one lens. But recently they have raya sales and it was 1999 in one of the Sony shop and I felt that it was time for me to get it. Then the sad news came. They have no more stock for it and won't be getting new stock of it. The sales promoter then recommended me to get the one with 2 lens which cost 2699 after discount. I didn't want to get 2 lens as I think I wont use much of the zoom lens which was only to shoot far distance things. So, I went off and went to other Sony shop to see whether they have stock. In the end, only those selling 2199 have stock and my last hope was the other branch of that same Sony shop that sell at 1999 have stock. So, today I went with a little hope but get to know they will not get stock for that camera anymore as the model was a bit older then 3N. So, in the end I have decided to get 3N as it was cheaper and have the same function just without wifi and touch screen.

So, present to u my new toy Sony Nex 3N!!

sunday evening

It was a sunny Sunday which was planned for a photoshoot of my friend and her bf at the beach. Me and another friend was asked to accompany her and give her and the photographer who is also our friend some ideas or poses. The photoshoot went really well and we had lots of fun. They shoot theirs and we self shoot ourselves too. Without further bragging, let's see the photos of how much fun we had. Haha.

me with sun glasses and hat!

while they were shooting, we have nothing to do. so this is how we have our own fun! haha!

Just random feeling

All these while I am seem to be strong, independent and positive yet deep inside me I'm not. I'm really not. Being a coward just don't seem to be appear in front of people yet just when I'm alone. It's just so tired sometimes that I am force by my environment to be what I am not. Loneliness seem to be surrounding me always. Feeling down at times and wish to have a listener or a shoulder for me to cry on yet couldn't find one. Scared that I'll be bothering people too much or get annoyed by them so ends up not finding anyone. Everything that's not happy will just be hidden up from them and all I have is music to calm me down and cheer me up. So the cheerful me with the smile that you see was always the after filtered me. I want my friends feel happy when I'm with them instead of me given them all the sadness.

I tried to appreciate what I have and given. I want to say I'm not happy but come to think of that there are many who are less fortunate and worried how can they survive tomorrow, it knock off my mind and make me feel that my life is far more better and should not be unhappy when I don't have to worry about what they worries. I have a home and family although it's already not a complete family yet it's good enough better than not having any.